| May 31, 2008 |
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i am so angry with myself,
today i ate so much
i even had some instant noodles
INSTANT NOODLES!
must be because exams are coming, and i am stressed
i threw up in the bathroom after,
but after 5 minutes or so i heard my mom coming up the stairs and freaked out.
so i stopped.
i still feel sick, not from the throwing up, but from the food i ate.
these two days have been bad, i kinda lost the plot a little bit, and ate more than i should have. had ice cream at T's place last night, its such a fine line between eating enough so nobody knows you are starving, but little enough so you dont feel guilty.
tomorrow i will fast to make up for it, but its hard to do so when staying with parents. i think they are trying to make me eat more. will update you on how successfully that goes!
i pray that when i wake up tomorrow i will have lost weight.
pleasepleaselease
food: this makes me depressed because i ate way way too much today
drink: tea |
posted by aphoony @ 11:00 PM  |
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